1:30AM

It's my last weekend before I start work again. So weird to have not worked since the beginning of July. I've never had that amount of time off before. I'm starting to be "poor" as well. All the money spent on the move and that stuff has drained my bank account. Luckily, I can still pay my own bills...which is nice (vs. having Niko pay them or something like that).

Craziness that I'm starting at this new job. In a new city, with all new people. It's like starting college all over again, except I have way more responsibility. I need to go to bed. I just thought that I would post something to maybe try to clear my head before I try to sleep. I hate anxiety. It just flows through my head and I start thinking about one thing, and move on to the next thing. It's a vicious cycle.

The good part is that our stuff is getting delivered tomorrow. That will make me happy to sleep in our bed and not on an air mattress. It will also make me crazy, because now it's time to unpack and realize that we have WAY TOO MUCH shit to fit in our apartment and we'll have to throw away a lot of stuff, which means more trips up and down the stairs. Exhausting.

On a good note, I've decided to do this training thing called Couch to 5K. So I can start running and actually be able to handle it. Who knows, maybe Melrose has some local 5K in the fall that I will be able to run! It's a nine week program, and I'm pretty excited about exercising and getting healthy. I just hope that job doesn't get in the way of that...But...there are moms out there that balance home and work and still have time to exercise...so I really have no excuse not to do it. I'm going to start it tomorrow morning. I've got the workouts already loaded onto my iPod and everything!

Okay, time to sleep. Big day with movers and the running tomorrow...er...later today...